Today I scrubbed down the kitchen and cleaned out the fridge. It felt sort of therapeutic to scrub things down and consider starting next week anew.
Today, I still cringe whenever I think of saying the word out loud. I’ve done it when talking to friends, but I despise it. Maybe if I make it a category on my previous post, it will be like saying it.
Today I want to curl up with the book that I have renewed far too many times. I am interested and I usually read books in a flash, but I simply haven’t found the time to really read lately.
Today I want a piping hot bath and some girl scout cookies. Preferably together.
Today I tell myself I should post about the Hookeez or one of the awesome cloth diaper giveaways I have scheduled. But I’m not ready.
Today I’m going to be easy on myself and cuddle my daughter when she asked and hold my husband’s hand.
Today I will dream of a weekend away because suddenly I desperately want to redo my 5th anniversary, take a drive, and spend the night somewhere relaxing and spending time alone with my husband.
Today I feel a bit lighter than yesterday, but I’m praying that my blood test numbers go down next week so the doctor won’t need to intervene.
If you are stopping by and you’re uncertain about what I’m going on about today, visit my post from Wednesday.
Today I want to express my deepest gratitude to all of the incredible readers and friends who’ve taken the time to share their experiences, sympathy, empathy, and virtual hugs with me. It means more to me than I can adequately express.
Hang in there, Mindy. I can totally relate and it’s not a good feeling. I remember the first blood test when you hope the numbers are high, but by the 2nd (or 3rd) you want them down. So many different emotions. You deserve a hot bath and girl scout cookies, go for it!! 🙂
Mindy,
When are you going on for your blood test this week?
I vote for a hot bath and Girl Scout cookies, too. Whatever makes you feel good.
I am praying that your numbers are declining so that you won’t have to go through anything else.